Doesn't anyone care what I think?! How come people can make decisions about me without my say? Where I'm going to live, How many children, When I'm going to marry, How my life is going to be... I feel like thumbelina, from that dumb Don Bluth movie... My say doesn't matter ever, I'm a tiny person who people throw around, all I want is to go home... I can't handle this. And it hurts how I got my boyfriend a cell when I came up here, in my name and pay the bill and all that but... He tells his mother... He is going to return it or whatever when I go back to Thunder Bay... Does anyone know how much it hurts when someone throws something nice in your face? He didn't even tell me, he told his mother. Things like that, make me feel so small. Admittedly I moved up here for him because I love him, but since moving here. It feels like I'm alone, all he wants is to work his two jobs 24/7 and "earn money". I don't give two shits about money. I know how it feels to work a partime job and a fulltime job... It feels good, it makes you feel somewhat powerful. Like look at me and what I can accomplish, look at how much more I can do than you. But I dont care! All I want is to have that 'happy family' bullshit picture... W/e